The Journey.

"I just want you wreck me this month. Tear me apart limb by limb until I get it. Wreck me so I have no other desire apart from you." The above quote is a little snip-it from a journal entry I wrote on January 3rd, 2015. Here's the deal. I enjoy being real. I am not a fan of sugar coating or beating around the bush. I don't enjoy doing this with people in my life and I especially do not like doing it with Jesus. After all, He is my absolute best friend and my daddy. He is all I have ever known. I cannot afford to sugar coat with him, so our conversations include many things. Sometimes they include tears and screaming, cussing in frustration, laughter from joy and the occasional phrase that I love, which is: "Let's kick Satan in the balls today." As much as I enjoy being super real with Jesus, I don't think I was 100 percent real with him until this January, when I felt like my world was crashing down. I did not know what else to pray. I am aware ...

Here are some short journal entries that I wrote down in Haiti, there's more to come fore sure. Haití day 1 March 14th, 2015 Riding the bus to mission of hope we passed a boy digging through the trash, I'm guessing for food. Ignorance is bliss but knowledge gives you the passion and drive to do something about it. Day 2 March 15th, 2015 Prezens ou se syel a pou mwen Church. Jesus is so cool. How blessed am I to be able to sing the same song in two different languages in the next weeks. Day 4 March 17th Today as a team we planted lemon trees throughout the village of laveque. This was something I didn't think would mean much but in all honesty it's providing food, shade and possibly money to a family , which is so cool to me. I am so thankful I am privileged enough to be a part of this. Jesus is changing my life so much. I see more and more of my passion and drive in life coming out and taking root in my heart. Today is the day I really started to feel confident ...